Karma has been on my mind a lot lately, mostly because the very people who made my life a living hell have recently found themselves in the position they put me in a year and a half ago, out of a job. I don't celebrate in people loosing their jobs but it is nice to know that if you spew evil into the world and purposely try to hurt people that the world takes care of you eventually.
Speaking of jobs, I think my job is coming to an end. It's not a surprise...I am, after all, been living in a freelancer's world. Yep, I once again find myself in a weird limbo-ish situation at work which only comes around when something is about to change and in my experience, it's not usually for the better, it usually means something is going to end. Unlike like previous times I have felt this, I am not worried. I am not sure if this is a sign of getting older and wiser because lately, I have felt really old (must be my impending 40th birthday which is causing me to think about aging) or perhaps, the great life lesson I learned after my emergency gallbladder surgery year back which taught me that if I choose to believe things ultimately work out for the best, they do work out for the best.
I guess we will put this later theory to the test in two weeks, when my life will likely take another turn. What's lies at the end, I do not know, but I am choosing to look at as a new adventure.
As a little girl I would look on my mom’s arm and wonder why she had such a weird mark near her shoulder. A few days ago, as the warm solution penetrated my bloodstream, I started to cry remembering my mom’s mark. The nurse asked me if I was okay and I told her I was so incredibly happy. As a diabetic I was stressed never knowing if I was doing enough to avoid it but also, keeping some semblance of life in doing outdoor things. I cried because I am incredibly grateful to the SCIENCE that made this possible in only a year. Less time for me to worry about my only kiddo should the worse happen. If ur on the fence...I’ve worked in entertainment for over 20 years and I’ve seen first hand how easy celebrities influence the public. Some do good and others well...I’m happy to have a little bit of the gracious Dolly Parton with me. Scientists on the other hand, very rarely get the recognition for their years of study, years of research and expertise contributing to (wo)mankind....
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