It's hard to leave P and go to work each day especially after being with her so much these past few months. I definitely feel the void now that I am at work. On the other hand, I do like my job and what I am doing. Man, this working mom thing is pretty hard. There is a lot of guilt involved. And its hard to know if you are ever doing the right thing. All I can do is hope I am doing right by her. The one thing I do love about the day is coming home and having a bit of time with Penny all to myself. Tonight we took some crazy photos and she sat in my lap for a while.

As a little girl I would look on my mom’s arm and wonder why she had such a weird mark near her shoulder. A few days ago, as the warm solution penetrated my bloodstream, I started to cry remembering my mom’s mark. The nurse asked me if I was okay and I told her I was so incredibly happy. As a diabetic I was stressed never knowing if I was doing enough to avoid it but also, keeping some semblance of life in doing outdoor things. I cried because I am incredibly grateful to the SCIENCE that made this possible in only a year. Less time for me to worry about my only kiddo should the worse happen. If ur on the fence...I’ve worked in entertainment for over 20 years and I’ve seen first hand how easy celebrities influence the public. Some do good and others well...I’m happy to have a little bit of the gracious Dolly Parton with me. Scientists on the other hand, very rarely get the recognition for their years of study, years of research and expertise contributing to (wo)mankind....
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