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Remembering Cynthia

This Friday I will attend a Memorial in Los Angles for my friend. Her funeral will be held in Chicago on Saturday. Its with mixed feelings that I go on Friday because I will be mourning the loss of a friend but at the same time I will be seeing a lot of people from my AMC family. It's sad how tragedy brings people together. I have been calling people or writing people I haven't seen in a while because I don't want to wake up one day and find they are gone. So I have been finding myself telling people how much they mean to me this week.

I feel a lot better about Cynthia being gone today than earlier this week. Yesterday as I was driving to work, I was thinking about her while listening to music in the car. All of the sudden the radio station went silent and I felt like Cynthia was with me in the car. I said "Cyn" and I began talking to her as if I was talking to her in person. I basically said goodbye and told her how much she meant to me. Then the music came back on. It was eery but at the same time satisfying. I felt like I was able to let go. I feel like she is in a better place.

Today I had to gather up some pictures to send to the people handling the memorial service. Here are some photos and some scans from long ago scrapbooks I want to share. I do want to write more about Cynthia but not quite ready yet.








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